That it is never over
only set aside
Oh, it's you, sweet baby
I will never be free from your embrace
Sweet, baby.
I have always been captured by your smile
Right by your side.


I really get hook by this song. Maybe because I am missing my significant other, and I cling into anything that could get me closer to him, in spirit. All I have been doing lately are about all the things that matter to both of us. From the cats that we both love; the travel to different places; the merge with different association and institutions--oh, it is apparent that I am missing him so.

I hope all is well with him overseas. We often chat, but his physical presence is still amiss. I do not want to be too proud and say we have an ideal relationship, but I really am confident to say that he has never given me reason to feel jealous of other people, or even of other things.

I have to just let go of the paranoia and just go with how things are. I need to fix my own life and just continue on excelling in my field so as to make him really proud. Am I making any sense?